The Confession

Happy New Year! We have something very special for today.

Remember Ageiss? She used to post a lot on this site, and she wrote some of the most popular stories this blog had. Some even have more views than my oldest ones!

Maybe you’ve wondering where she’s gone, since she hasn’t posted a thing for nearly a year. She has retired, and as you know, I’m retiring soon too.

Naturally, this means Ageiss wants to do things properly and she devised this little story as a farewell to all of us.

I’d really recommend you to read this one, for there’s a twist on it that some of you’ll probably want to hear. Also, it’s a metafictional story, and it features an unexpected protagonist: yours truly!

I guess this time you’ll have to leave us a comment. But maybe I delude myself as much as the main character deluded herself within this story.

The Confession: Ageiss' Final Story

by Ageiss

The girl known online as Planet of the AP wasn’t, of course, an actual writer.

She was just, since very young, an enthusiast of age-related transformations. The problem was that not many others were, judging by the lack of genre-specific media. So how was she going to satisfy her thirst for those stories? There was only one way: she had to write them herself.

And that was when she created her Planet moniker, and when she set up this humble website. And though her abilities as a writer weren’t, as she knew, up to it, she had some fun and found a few steady readers. Then, as months passed, she made an interesting discovery thanks to her blog: there were more than enough people interested in age transformations. It just seemed that almost none of them wanted to create content of their own.

“Of course, you dimwit,” Planet told herself. “Not everyone is going to open a blog to write a story. But, hey! What if I share my blog with everyone else? What if I offer my readers to submit their own ideas from time to time?”

And excited about that possibility, Planet devised the Reader’s Entries, convinced that she had finally achieved a way to have other people share their own stories.

But it was soon obvious the readers weren’t as interested. So the easily frustrated Planet impulsively said:

“I wish for another person to post their stories here!”

That was a very reckless thing to do, since she should have learned from her own stories that wishes sometimes come true, and that you should get careful about what you ask for. But how was she to know magic was real outside the stories and that some unidentified force had listened to her plead?

Planet had just had dinner, so she thought she was getting a case of food poisoning when a short but stinging pain hit her stomach. Overwhelmed for half a second, she fell on her knees.

Something decidedly weird was happening to her; that much was clear. Her skin was hot like wax and her bones felt numb. Then the most amazing thing occurred: she was shrinking! She held her hands up. Yes, it was true. All her fingers were becoming a bit shorter, as were her arms, legs, and her torso. Her feet were swimming in shoes that were now a couple of sizes too big, and her shoulders contracted when her back got narrower. Similarly, her chest was losing a bit of mass, and her bra was useless: she hadn’t been so small since her early teen years.

Planet crawled to the nearer mirror, but it wasn’t close enough to reach it. Despite knowing it should be impossible, she couldn’t deny that she was going through a magical transformation. Was it an age transformation? Was she regressing back into a teen or a child?

But, no, she knew it was something else. She caught a glimpse of the hair that fell over her face, but it wasn’t yellow any more. It was darkening and almost looked brown now, and before long it was almost black. She clasped it, noticing that though its length wasn’t changing by much, its texture was. Then she realized she was becoming a completely different person. She was getting slightly slimmer, but her midsection was becoming a tad wider, and the belt she was wearing was too tight for her now, so she undid it with unfamiliar hands.

Her face started to crack and bubble. It was obvious that a lot of radical changes were going on there, and she was certain she wouldn’t recognize her own reflection. Sure enough, once she made it back to her room, she was greeted by a total stranger in the mirror.

The transformation was subduing now, and Planet was able to get back on her feet with some effort. Everything looked enormous around her: she was over a head shorter now, and her sweater loomed baggy over her now petite frame.

Her expression of surprise was recognizable as her own, but her features were all new: the expected brunette hair was paired with darker eyes and freckles over a longer nose. Her eyebrows were a bit wider and her lips fuller, and in all, she thought it was a very cute face. She seemed to have become a girl about her same age, maybe a couple of years younger.

Besides being shorter, her figure had also altered. It was an interesting change from her usual curvy shape, as she was now very skinny, with narrower hips and chest. Her waist was a bit fuller, but still flat, and it went quite well with her current proportions.

Planet started to study her new self in more detail. She discovered all kinds of differences: freckles on her shoulders and her back, a small scar on her ankle… she opened her mouth and found larger teeth and a longer tongue. But nothing of that could match how much different she felt. Every sensation she got was odd, even smells and colors seemed off.

Moving was also difficult and strange, but she managed to walk around slowly. Then, she heard a sound at the door and her -presumably also transformed- heart started beating wildly.

Just her luck that her mother would come visiting just when she wasn’t herself. Planet stood paralyzed there as her mom looked at her without any sign of recognition and greeted her, asking her where her daughter was.

Planet was able to understand her mother’s Portuguese, but not without some difficulty. She had to think a lot to fully comprehend the words spoken in her own maternal language.

Even stranger was when she answered timidly and she realized she had never thought about testing her voice before. It was throatier than her own, not to mention the heavy Spanish accent that came with it.

“Uhm, hello. I’m… Isabel.”

Planet quickly pretended she was one of her own workmates and that she had been sent by herself to find a file she had left home. Her mother saw the unknown girl knew details about her daughter’s work, and she had no trouble believing her. She left afterwards without any suspicion whatsoever.

The transformed girl sighed in relief and immediately took a decision. She couldn’t risk being caught at her home again, so she had to leave for the time being. A hotel would do, and she packed quickly the smaller clothes she owned, which were usually tight on her. She didn’t want to risk getting caught driving her car either, so she left it too. She took her laptop with her, though.

There was a hotel nearby, but nevertheless she had never been in there before. She paid for a room and immediately went for a nap, wondering if everything would be over after some sleep.

But she awoke just a couple of hours later, and she was still the unknown dark-haired girl. She was beginning to accept this was real, and with that acceptance came worry.

What the heck was going on? Who was this person she had become?

She wondered if reality had also changed a bit, like in some of her stories. But no, the name and picture on her ID were still her own. That would make it much more difficult pretending to be “Isabel”.

She wept for a while, but even the sobs coming from her sounded too unfamiliar, so she tried to recover quickly. The crying itself was not very like her. Could she have become more sensitive?

It seemed it could. After all, the changes were beyond her looks. She had already realized her thought process was happening in Spanish. Planet’s memories were mostly intact, but the same couldn’t be said about her personality. She had developed new traits.

For the next days, she had to learn to live as Isabel. She had managed to get sick leave form work, while her family believed she was travelling. Instead, she was very close by, inhabiting a stranger’s body.

The weirdest thing to adjust to was her size. For years now, she had gotten used to being very tall, and even though she was now of average height, she felt tiny. She hadn’t been that short (or that flat) since she was 12, when she was already the biggest girl in the class. Back then, she had felt huge and inadequate, but now she felt fragile like a preteen girl, yet this Isabel body also had to be in its early twenties like her own had been.

Personality traits she couldn’t recognize emerged every day. She had become a bit more worrisome, yet she had a taste for mischief she didn’t really have before. She was slightly girlier, or so it seemed to her, and she enjoyed reading books and watching films that never interested her before.

It was natural, then, that she thought of transformation stories that hadn’t occurred to her before. She had felt the impulse to write them ever since the first day, but she hadn’t wanted to invest time on that while she went through such a bizarre ordeal. Yet, the urge was growing too vast to fight, and twelve days after her change, she decided to give it a try, even though her English was even worse now than when she had been herself.

She decided to start with the simplest story she had thought of, that of a girl whose belt became too tight after transforming into an adult, and which was, of course, inspired by her own experience.

Once the story was finished, she opened the blog and wanted to post it. She could do it under Planet’s username, yet something inside told her to use a new pseudonym, for she really wasn’t Planet any more.

“Well, this way, at least someone else will post a story on the blog,” she thought.

And that’s when it clicked. The wish. That’s what had caused it all! She wanted a new person to write stories in her blog, and she had been turned into that new writer.

She considered many usernames, mostly consisting of variations of the words “Age” and “Isabel”, until Ageiss sounded just right.

And thus I was born.

For I’m Ageiss, yet I’m Planet too.

I instinctively knew this was it. As soon as I posted that first Reader’s Entry, titled “Belt”, I could feel the odd sensation again. I was getting taller, bigger, and my clothes were tight once more. Before long, I was back to my usual blonde self.

I was so glad I cried again, this time with joy, and it felt even weirder to cry as my regular self than when I’d been the touchy Isabel.

I was back to my house, my work, and so very happy to be with my friends and family and being recognized by them. But in the back of my mind, there was an idea growing.

There were all those new stories. New stories I wanted to write without the pressure of being Planet, the blog’s administrator. I wanted to feel freer and less judged, maybe, and try my hand at approach or subjects I never used to tackle as myself. And I almost wished Ageiss could be back.

I also considered that if Ageiss started to post more stories, maybe the Reader’s Entries idea could get livelier, and more people would join and write, inspired by the first participant. This second thought triggered it, I think. Before I knew it, my body was shifting again and I was soon the smaller brunette from Spain whom I had named Isabel.

 

I discovered I could control it. It took a lot of concentration at first, and I had to spend many an hour in front of the mirror, focused on my intent, but after a while I was able to shift willingly from Planet to Ageiss and back.

I even started using my new form for other reasons than writing, and I enjoyed the freedom of being someone else entirely when I went out on my free times.

But of course, I mostly used it to pen stories. It was soon obvious that the Ageiss charade wasn’t really attracting new writers. A few had started participating on their own accord, like the exceptional BLZBub, but the Reader’s Entries were mostly a big failure.

And yet I had grown fond to keep posting stuff as my alternate persona. I took it far sometimes: I used to shift between Planet and Ageiss just so that they could comment on each other stories. Also, I used to write my Ageiss stories in Spanish, then having Planet translate them for her.

I even discovered I could become other people if I really wanted to, and I wrote a couple of ideas using identities other than Ageiss’. I can’t say I much like it being a burly male, yet I wrote a few stories as one, including the first part of the successful “Special Vitamins” series. And I’ll say this: being a guy, I temporary gained a completely different appreciation of the stories’ pictures than I had as either Planet of Ageiss.

But as you know, Isabel was my favorite form. I became her at least twice a week, yet it was impossible to grow truly used to the transformations, or to being a wholly different woman. The experience felt always new and exciting.

And there was a moment when I started posting more as her than as Planet, and I realized things had gone too far. So I forced myself… to be myself.

It was difficult. I realized I was suffering from withdrawal. Why was that? I like my life as Planet. My family, my job, and I’ve always been pleased with the looks I was born with, so why did I need to be different so badly?

I guess its human nature. You always would jump at the change to escape into a different life for a while. But it’s part of my personality (much more than Isabel’s) to fight against those impulses, and step by step I’ve been completely back to myself. I’ve only stumbled… occasionally.

But without Ageiss’ stories, my current ones would be different. “Premature Maturation”, for instance, would be less bold, and my longer stories wouldn’t exist. It was Ageiss who first started that approach. So I’m glad of my time as her.

I’m sorry if you don’t care at all about this reveal. I felt like I owed you all this confession before I… before we… went away from the blog for good.

So with that purpose, I’ve decided to get back to my Ageiss body once more. I transformed again today for the first time in months. It’s exhilarating. Feels great.

I raise my hands and inspect them, as if I were seeing them for the very first time. So dainty and small. I touch my face welcomingly. I had missed this.

Okay, now to write the confession. How should we start?

Let’s try this:

“The girl known online as Planet of the AP wasn’t, of course, an actual writer…”

PS: While -obviously- my transformation into Ageiss was just symbolic in real life, and sadly not as literal as in this short story, all other facts remain true.

Premature Maturation - Part VI

Here's our last part for this year, but we'll come back soon with more!

Also, Ageiss will post her last story in the next few days. VERY INTERESTING and with a few twists and reveals.


Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Saturday – 8:42 pm.

They barely made it in time to Caesar’s Palace. Though they were able to secure a taxi quickly enough this time, they had to change into proper clothes first, since Hubalu had advised them to go as inconspicuously as possible.

They saw the three men in black suits and orange ties. They could immediately understand what Hubalu had meant when he had said he could recognize Salty’s men just from their looks. They were professional criminals, no doubt about it.

“We made it,” said David to his companions, glancing at his wristwatch before turning to the men and declaring, trying to frown seriously: “Hubalu sent us with the information Mr. Bosanno requires.”

He was sure they were going to laugh in his face, but thankfully that didn’t happen. They didn’t answer right away, though.

“Look… We’re ready to deliver the requested information and go along with the release of the hostages,” said David when the silence extended too long.

This time, one of the men did chuckle a bit, but the one ahead of the other two, obviously the leader, remained neutral faced as he finally retorted.

“There won’t be any releases until the operation ends successfully.”

David didn’t know how to argue with that.

“Okay… We… we’re willing to wait until the heist concludes. The information is solid, so there’ won’t be any trouble.”

This time, even the leader snickered lowly.

“You are the operation. Surely Hubalu told you we’d also need you as couriers. We can’t take the package away ourselves.”

Hubalu had explained that, of course, but David was hoping for a miracle. They were about to rob a casino. A casino armed with state-of-the-art security measures, including of course, cameras. If everything went right, the place wouldn’t notice the theft that night, but next day, after they reviewed the footage, they would be looking all over Vegas for the three of them. Salty wasn’t about to expose one of his own operatives and that’s why he had asked for external ones.

“So even if the plan goes fine, you’ll have to leave Vegas immediately,” Hubalu had warned them. “They’re going to be looking for your faces all over.”

But David knew if the plan worked, and they secured Joy on time, then they wouldn’t need to run away. Nobody would suspect them, because the faces they would be looking for wouldn’t even exist until they became adults for real.

“Okay,” said David to Salty’s men. “We’re ready to go in, then.”

The leader gave him some keys.

“This is your escape vehicle and parking ticket. It’s in the hotel’s garage. You’ll turn on the GPS and you’ll follow the address that is set in there. Then we’ll make the exchange. If you don’t show before a quarter to eleven, or if you try to swindle the money from us in any way, then the hostages are as good as dead.”

There was no need to say anything. He knew they were serious. David bowed out and the three friends entered the hotel and marched towards the casino.

“David, wait for us!” yelled Felicia. “You’re walking too fast, the guards will notice something. Besides… it’s not so easy for us.”

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“Well…” she grimaced. “Try walking around in heels like we are. Plus… there’s also these,” she pointed down to her breasts. “I haven’t said anything before, but I’ve been running around all day with these humungous things and they’re kind of heavy, you know. My back hurts already, I’m not sure how I’m going to endure this.”

“Most girls develop theirs gradually, so there’s some adjustment process, I guess,” said David, sympathetic with his sister’s  difficulty. “But you grew all of that in just minutes, so it’s bound to feel weird. How are yours?” he added looking at Tanya’s.

“It feels very strange and they kind of pull my body down, but it’s not that bad,” she answered, cupping her own, more modest boobs. “Of course they’re not as big as THOSE.”

“Well, now that I know how big I’m going to get, I’ll start training my back muscles as soon as I become a kid again,” declared Felicia, avoiding to say “if I become a kid again.”

“Ok, here we are. The casino. That’s one of the tables over there,” muttered David out of the corner of his mouth. “You go, sis. Remember we don’t know each other.”

Felicia separated from David and Tanya as if they had entered together out of pure chance. Meanwhile, he took Tanya’s waist and brought her closer to him.

“I might actually enjoy this charade,” he said, and she giggled.

They sat in front of one of the tables, and the croupier started dealing his cards

“First time in Vegas?” he asked conversationally.

“Yeah, honeymoon,” said David, and his pretend wife kissed his ear adoringly.

“Congratulations. I hope you’re enjoying the city so far.”

“Thank you,” answered Tanya. “Yes, we’re enjoying it. And the lobster you serve here is particularly good. I’ve never tasted one like that since my aunt passed away.”

As soon as she pronounced the signal, the croupier -the inside man Hubalu had mentioned to them- discretely replaced the deck of cards he was shuffling, though he didn’t betray as much as a look of recognition.

Tanya sat on David’s lap and for a second he lost his concentration on the mission and he just wished the pretense was real: that he really was an adult man and that he and Tanya were truly married; that they were at the casino not to rob it, but to have a fun time during their occasional breaks from passionate lovemaking. But he couldn’t fantasize for long, for they had to memorize every number the croupier was about to deal.

Meanwhile, the alluring Felicia was also in position at the marked dice table. She had fallen easily into the persona they had accorded, that of a giggling bimbo. She had already set her sights on her target: a man who couldn’t keep his eyes away from her pneumatic chest.

“Oh, hi! Are you betting money? How fun!” she exclaimed as he took a swing of the dice.

In all appearances, things weren’t going well for the handsome married couple at the blackjack table. Fortune wasn’t on their side, it seemed, since they had lost their third deal in a row. Of course, they had never been meant to win, just to learn something.

“Will you go for another deal?” asked the croupier innocently.

“Nah, we’re fine. We’ll try again tomorrow,” said David, looking beaten.

“Well, better luck next time, then. Anyway, my shift is about to end, so I’m almost closing over here.”

David nodded and he and Tanya retired to a distant corner, where she threw herself over him, apparently kissing his ears again, but actually whispering.

“Did you get all the numbers? I think I have. Quickly, let’s write them before we forget any of them.”

David placed a napkin over his companion’s chest and, as they hugged, he quickly wrote all the numbers that both of them recited in unison. They agreed they remembered the sequence correctly.

Felicia, on her part, was clinging with both arms over the shoulders of the man playing the die, who looked rather pleased with himself, despite the fact that he had also lost all his bets.

“Oh, don’t worry dear,” she said. “I’m sure you’ll do fine in the next throw. Here’s some luck.”

She blew over the dice before he threw them. He lost again anyway.

“Oooh, that’s not fair,” she pouted. She saw Tanya, on the distance, entering a ladies’ bathroom. “Oh, well, maybe I’ll compensate for that later tonight.”

The man seemed to think losing some money was worth it if he was able to get a babe like her.

“Let’s get out of here,” he said.

“Oh, yes! But I really wanted to play… Will you wait for me? I’ll be back in a second and then it’s my turn!” she said brightly and she strolled to the bathrooms, his eyes never leaving her backside.

There was nobody else in there but Tanya, fixing her lipstick in front of the mirror, but Felicia didn’t break character anyway.

“Oh, hello! Did you win something today?”

“Nah, we lost quite a bit. My husband is a bit disappointed, but I’m making it up for him.”

Tanya winked and she turned away and exited the services, but she had left behind a scribbled napkin over the sink. Felicia saw the long list of numbers and started to learn them by heart, something that she had always been good at in school.

Throwing the napkin away and confident on her memory, Felicia returned to the table and started her own bets. Meanwhile, she saw the croupier who had dealt Tanya and David’s cards, now in civilian clothes, inconspicuously replacing the dice before disappearing into the crowd. He was very good, and Felicia was able to see him only because she knew it would happen.

The first figure on the napkin was eight. And that was her bet.

Felicia threw the dice and lost. She knew the first two numbers weren’t good, just to make things look more natural. She grimaced.

Her companion wasn’t too disappointed when she lost the second time, however. He obviously wanted to get out as soon as possible.

“Oh, bad luck,” he said. “Well, let’s go.”

“Just one more time, please!”

Felicia’s third number was 12, and sure enough, that was what she got. The small crowd around the table cheered a bit as Felicia jumped up and down, her large breasts attracting lots of attention.

“I won, I won! Am I rich already?”

“I’m afraid you’d have to win much more for that, dear,” laughed the man.

Of course, Felicia did win the next time, and the next. As her winning streak continued, the crowd started to get bigger, and at every triumph the cheering was increasingly louder.

Two patrons who hadn’t joined to see the lucky woman throwing the dice were David and Tanya, who stayed afar. He looked at his watch.

“Well, we better get going. We’ll get the car running.”

“Are you sure you can drive it?”

David wasn’t, actually, but he didn’t want to admit that in front of his new sweetheart.

“Yeah. As Felicia said, how different can it be to a videogame?”

Felicia’s “luck” wasn’t running out. She was selling the deceit skillfully, looking as surprised as the onlookers. The man besides her, as interested as he was in having her join him at his suite, clapped and yelled with everyone else.

“How are you doing this, babe?!” he asked with pure amazement.

“I don’t know! I just, like… say numbers that come to my head!”

When her winnings were far too large, the casino’s Chief of Security started to get suspicious. But when he saw the man who clung from the lady’s waist, his distrust was assuaged. He was, after all, one of their best clients, a family friend to the casino’s owner. Felicia’s choice of him had of course been purely intentional and instructed by Hubalu.

The numbers on the napkin ran out and Felicia announced she wanted to leave the game. Everyone gasped in disappointment, but they understood she didn’t want to risk her winning streak beyond the realm of possibility. After all, even a bimbo had to realize luck wasn’t eternal.

Her suitor always beside her, Felicia had no trouble claiming the money, and when he offered her to go celebrate at his place, she seemed authentically delighted.

“I’d love that! Wow, it seems I got lucky a lot tonight!” suddenly, her smile went limp. “Oh! But do you think it’s safe, with all this money on me? It’s a very heavy bag!”

“Don’t worry, my room is very safe. I’m friends with the hotel’s people.”

“Oh, okay!”

“Wait for me here while I bring the car. See you in a minute.”

But he never ever saw her again, for before he was able to bring his car, Felicia had already gotten into a different one which passed by as he turned his back.

Saturday – 9:50 pm.

“Bro, you’re really driving!” said an amazed Felicia as she entered into the car with the bag of money pressed to her lap.

David just nodded nervously. He was indeed controlling the vehicle with relative ease. He was a bit clumsier and slower than he should, because he had to be extra careful: after all, this wasn’t exactly like videogames, where you could bang against walls or people with some impunity.

He and Tanya had quickly found the black car that Salty’s men had left them, just as instructed, and they were now heading to the destination point set in the GPS, where the mobsters were to exchange the money for the hostages.

“Remember, there’s a chance they realize what we did before we thought,” said Tanya. “We should at least change our clothes so that they can’t spot us easily later on.”

“Yeah, I got our other outfits here,” said Felicia from the backseat.

David glanced at the rearview mirror just as she tore her dress away. Not wanting to see his sister in such a state of undress, he quickly looked at the copilot seat, where his eyes rested on a more appetizing view, that of Tanya in the middle of a similar display.

“Quickly,” he muttered. “There’s a red light ahead.”

They had put on the new garments as he stopped, which was very lucky since there were a couple of cops parked beside them.

Trying not to look nervous, David waited for the light to change. It seemed like it took ages, but then it finally turned green and he nodded politely at the cops. They nodded back and then stared at the three of them driving away.

The younger of the cops immediately went back to his donut, but his older partner seemed lost in thought for about a minute. Suddenly, he gasped, turned the patrol light on and started after David’s car, even though he couldn’t see it any more.

“Have you lost your marbles?” asked the other one as he dropped his dessert from the surprise. “What the heck are you doing?”

The older cop shook his head.

“I knew that guy looked familiar. He was at the station earlier today.”

“So what?”

“So he’s the one who totaled Honest Frank’s car and whom we had let go just a minute before Frank filed the complaint!”


THE STORY CONTINUES IN:

Part 7

Part 8

Epilogue