Hello, dear friends!
I’ve been super busy with work,
but I’ve been having a great time there, so everything’s good! They did give me
the whole section as I requested, so it’s more demanding now, but I like it.
The fact that they allowed me to have more responsibilities should mean they
are happy with what I’ve been doing so far, which makes me really pleased. My
boss also said they like having me there because a fit-looking salesperson
attracts more clients to the sport section.
Then again, nothing new to
report, but I was waiting until Planet finished with Strong Vitamins to give
another update.
I can’t believe I’ve been talking
to you people this long and I haven’t properly introduced to my dog, so here he
is.
His name is Mus and I’ve had him for about three years. He’s one of my
favorite things in the world, and I love him a lot!
I think I told you in an earlier
post that he started acting strange since I transformed, so I believe he
actually is aware something happened. I don’t know if he can’t recognize me at
all, or if he can’t smell who am I but can’t understand why I look different,
but I got really worried, because he withdrew a bit from me for a while.
But now I’m happy because we’re
friendly again. I guess he either realized who I was, or he simply got used to
the new me. In any case, this will always be another of those mysteries which I
can’t answer. Everyone’s memories of me have been modified (other than my
friend Astrid, but we believe that’s because she saw me changing), so why Mus
seemed unaffected? Maybe he just was sick those days and I misinterpreted his
behavior, or maybe the magic that did this to me –because I now believe it is
magic, what else could have been- doesn’t work on dogs.
I am following your story with much interest and i have a question for
you. As an adult, did you started to act as a grown woman or your thoughts are
still childish?
I have also another question. As an adult, have you tried to wear some
hells to the feet? We would like to see a photo of you in some pair of hells,
such boots or High hells shoes.
P.S. You're a really beautiful girl :).
Hello and thanks for your
interest!
Yes, as I said in another post,
I’ve discovered little new thoughts in my head that make me feel more like a
woman and less like a child. It’s mostly simple things like the way I talk now,
or using make-up. I even think my behavior is a bit more mature. I feel a bit
more collected.
I sometimes feel like I’m “used
to” do something, even if I’ve never done it before. Wearing my new clothes is
a good example. I had never used a brassiere in my life, and they felt really
odd at first, but after a while it was as if I was doing it for years.
On the other hand, I still pretty
much feel like I’m a child inside. There’s so many things I don’t know and an
adult should, and there are moments I don’t have idea how a 23 years old should
act.
And yes, I’ve used high heels on
occasion, quite often indeed, even though I can’t remember if I’ve shared a picture of them with you. So
I had a lot of fun going through my selfie files to find them, and here's a little gallery of both heels and boots:
If what you want to know is if
I’m comfortable with them, the answer is somewhat. I recently, before my
transformation, that’s it, used kiddy heels for a party and they were really
hard to walk on. Like so many other things –like the bras, for instance- I find
my brain is to some extent used to wear them. That doesn’t mean they are not
uncomfortable, but I almost feel accustomed to them and I don’t mind wearing
them for a while, since they look nice. Boots are veeeery comfortable, though,
even those that have a bit of a platform.
Also, thank you about your P.S. I
try to look my best whenever I can.
If you see your friend Astrid who saw your transformation again, she
should probably measure her height from time to time to see if something is
happening to her as well.
Maybe she wanted this to happen to herself but it happened to you
instead?
If she does change, I think there will not be many other people around
when it happens.
You may go back to the way you were before but should not get your
hopes up for now.
We’re both pretty sure nothing is
happening to Astrid. She looks the same as always, and in any case this isn’t a
slow change. I did grow in few minutes, so I don’t think she’s slowly doing it
in over four months.
What do you mean, that you
believe she’s is somewhat responsible for this? I won’t deny I tried to open
myself to every possible scenario, but I’m sure she’s got nothing to do with
this. She was about as scared as I was, so I’m pretty sure she didn’t cause my
transformation, plus she would have confessed since.
Thank you all and until next time! Mus and I wish you a happy day!
Elisabeth's story:
Thanks for the update.
ReplyDeleteWhat you said about knowledge coming to you and how some adult things seem familiar got me thinking.
I think, one day, you should find something that you're not familiar with but an adult would know how to do and try to to do it. Just plunge right in. The key is to not think about it. Simply let your instincts take over.
See what happens. It's just a theory, but I'll bet if you open yourself up you might find that you have access to all the knowledge and abilities of a true adult.
My guess is that you could be having a hard time accessing that knowledge either because you're too nervous, or you might be a little scared. Which is totally understandable. Growing up is never easy, after all.
But I'll bet that the more you let go and embrace your adult self, the more you will slip into that new identity.
That is, if you want to.
I'm Italian and I am following your story with much interest. I think that you are a sexy and beautiful girl, but i think also that you are a sensibile person and I would like to meet and talk with you. Unfortunately we live very far, but I'll continue to follow your story :).
ReplyDeleteCiao! ;)
That's a cute little dog!
ReplyDelete-Ageiss
There may be new feelings about boys in the near future because of the change, but I recommend taking it slow, as they have much more experience.
ReplyDeleteToo bad it isn't possible to be with boys your real age anymore. They wouldn't remember you the way you were anyway. At least I think not...